"His baby blue eyes- I just can die with that pulchritudinous sapphire glance. His hair, dark and lustrous, could almost have been mistaken for jet black. But the sultry deep brown could be seen around the edges and in its wily shine; anywhere the room's darkness didn't obscure. As he spoke to me, shifting his head slightly, the light seeped down his hair, barely settling on each strand. His lips; light pale pink, and curves around the bottom and top lip, and when he smiles his lips stretch making his jawline more obvious, showing his pearly white teeth." Aku baca setiap perkataan yang tertulis dalam novel. And it just came to me that I was reading about Logan. Asyik-asyik Logan. Walaupun rambut Logan lebih kepada light brunette and not dark brown, but when I read this descriptive paragraph, it just reminds me of him. Hah! Asyik-asyik Logan.
Oh. This man.
Aku tak tahu apa yang dia dah mandrem aku tapi aku rasa tak puas asyik nak tengok muka dia je.
Lepas jumpa Logan kat kafe hari tu, aku terus balik. Aku tak bagi dia apa2 untuk dia contact aku. Sebab aku fikir kalau dia nak stay dalam hidup aku, dia mesti mintak. Tapi masa tu tak ada apa pun. Hampa tu ada, tapi aku dah biasa.
Hari ni aku plan nak pergi airport nak tengok next week punya flight. Bosan dah asyik terperap dalam apartment. It's time to pack my bags and travel the world again.
Pagi ni aku tak pergi kafe untuk jumpa Nate dengan Beth sebab diorang nak cepat. So, aku chill kat rumah makan cereal dengan susu segar. Aku tengok jam dah pukul 10. Time2 macam ni jalan lengang sikit sebab semua dah masuk kerja. Aku pun naik atas nak siap2. Dah siap2, aku pun pergi airport.
Walaupun hari kerja biasa macam ni, JFK International Airport tak pernah lengang. Hari2 mesti sibuk. Tengah aku nak menuju ke destinasi aku, entah macam mana gelang aku tersangkut dengan sweater org yang lalu bertentangan arah dgn aku.
"Shit." I cursed.
"So sorry. Let me help."
This voice. I know this voice. Aku pandang atas nak tgk siapa tuan punya badan. My heart skipped a beat. And another. And another. Please don't die now.
This voice. I know this voice. Aku pandang atas nak tgk siapa tuan punya badan. My heart skipped a beat. And another. And another. Please don't die now.
"Logan?" Serentak tu, gelang aku dah lepas daripada sweater dia.
"Rae! What are you doing here? Ohh, I see. Someone get off her lazy butt and decided to continue exploring the beauty of the Earth, ayye?"
"*chuckles* Yeah... I eventually get off my lazy butt. Hey, what are you doing here?"
"I was... you know... going to the bookstore." Aku kerut dahi. Gila ke apa dia ni pergi airport semata2 nak pergi bookstore?
"What? You serious?" Aku jadi tak percaya bila Logan nampak gayanya macam telling the truth.
"Nah. I just love going to airports. There's so much dramas in one view. A good drama."
Aku cuma mampu senyum bila mamat ni mula bercakap. Everytime he opens his mouth, I just can feel his voice entering my lifeless soul and brings me back to live again.
Aku cuma mampu senyum bila mamat ni mula bercakap. Everytime he opens his mouth, I just can feel his voice entering my lifeless soul and brings me back to live again.
"Like?"
"Like when a daughter waiting his soldier daddy to come home. The girl is just about 3 years old, but she can understand that feeling. The feeling when at first, you have no idea whether you get to see this man again or not. It might be the last time she's seeing her father. But then this feeling turned into an overwhelming feeling that you just cannot describe. The eager to see his daddy's face from the arrival door. It's priceless."
Aku jadi terpegun dengan kata2 dia. This man is something. He's very interesting. How I wish I can pay him just to be around with me. It would be so awesome.
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