Legal (Pt 9)

We finished our breakfast and I told the waiter there that I'm half Malaysian. He didn't believe me. Memang patut pun dia tak percaya. Mummy pun mixed; half Melayu and half Pakistani. Aku? Muka aku ikut mummy. Hidung aku takdelah semancung hidung mummy. But i have a dark blonde hair. Yang tu aku ikut daddy. Bila tengok betul2 adalah muka kemelayuan sikit.

Aku plan nak bawak Logan pergi Penang Hill. Beth kata pemandangan kat atas sana cantik. So i thought I would love to check out the view from up there.
After the incredible and hot breakfast, we're at the Penang Hill. Logan offer nak belikan tiket. I told him not to but he insisted. Such a gentleman.

"Here you go. So, what are we supposed to do now?" Logan bagi aku sekeping tiket lepastu dia belek2 tiket dia. Baca apa pun aku tak tau. I took a quick glance at him. Muka dia blushing sikit. Maybe it's the heat.

"I think we're supposed to wait for the train... i guess." I finally answer.

Tiba-tiba dia angkat kepala tgk aku. Whoa. Aku buat salah ke? Muka dia macam panic sikit, lepastu macam nak marah and then i sense humor in his eyes.

"What?" I asked.

"You don't know what we're doing? I mean what if something goes wrong?"
Phew. No more panic and anger in his eyes.

"Well, that's the best thing. We don't know what's going to happen. When we plan something, it might get messed up. But when we just go for it, nothing will go wrong."

Logan smiles. Slow and amused smile. "What if... what if accidents happen?"

Still smiling.

"Hmm... you accidentally went for a coffee. The cafe was accidentally full. And we accidentally met. So I would say accidents, sometimes, are good."

"So... you think meeting me was a good thing?" he asked me with a bit sorrow in his voice.

"Of course. One of the best things." I replied without a doubt.

We're interrupted by the oncoming train. We quickly get to the back of the train as people rushed in. Logan holds my right hand with his and puts his left hand on my shoulder. He pulls me slowly close to him so I'm leaning against his chest.

"How would you know?" he is half whispering in my ears. My head prickles when I feel his breath on my neck.

Aku tak jawab.  Tiba-tiba aku rasa ada tangan belai kepala aku. My heart skips a beat. Then I turned so I'm facing him.

"Why did you say that? You're a good man. I know so."

"Raisya, you know nothing about me. I might be a dangerous murderer." he frowned.

"I'm still alive."
Then, Logan is back with his amused smile. I'm actually glad he finds me amusing.

"You do know a murderer doesn't tell his victim when he's gonna kill her, don't you?"

"It depends."

"On what?"

"What type of murderer are you." I teased him with a smile. Logan gelengkan kepala dia saying; pebendalah budak ni merapu.

The train stops and we wait for other people to head out. I realised that Logan is still holding my hand. I glance at him.

"What? I don't want to lose you." he quickly responds when he sees me looking at him questioning his acts.

Wow. He can read minds now? Aku cuma tahan gelak. Oh his face. I feel like caressing his beautiful structured face and feel those stubbles.

But that would mark me a huge 'weirdo' sign on my forehead.